Evander's P.O.V.
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I've been through some sh.it in my life. I've seen some sh.it in my short years. I've been heartbroken, beaten down, used. I've done things; killed, tortured, whatever needed to be done. I've done a lot, seen a lot.
But I have never felt this kind of despair before. This deep-seated agony. It fills me to the brim, constantly bubbling over. I have no idea what to do. No idea how to move on.
The moment those words left Blythe's lips...
"It stands for Silent Divine..."
I knew I fu.cked up big time. I knew my mistake, my lie, my secret was going to haunt me forever. Not that it already wasn't... I knew that it was more than just a f***k up. It was all my fault. Everything that happened to Blythe. It was all my fu.ckin
