Evander's P.O.V.
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If this keeps going on, I'm going to die. Literally. I'll explode. From blue-balls. Which I never actually thought was a thing until recently. Maybe because I always fu.cking got my nut before? This is the first time in my life ever being deprived of se.x.
I cu.m. Sometimes. Only if I can manage to in those moments CG schedules for us. CG flat-out told me that I better not ever masturbate. If I really want to make amends, if I want things to go further with Blythe, then I'll listen to every word he says. He also said I deserve a little bit of pain. The lack of m**********g is probably why I burst in those rare moments. Never in my life have I ever nutted in my fu.cking pants and without being touched at all.
Fu.cking
