I giggled at him, but then my eyes caught Havoc across the bar. Dev was sitting next to him, saying something, but his eyes were on me. He looked... kind of rough. Not in a bad way. I mean, he's still ridiculously se.xy. Like a Viking biker. But his eyes are so hollow. I feel like they've been getting more and more vacant every time I manage to see them. I hate it. I wish I knew what was going on with him.
Suddenly, Havoc got up and walked out of the room, down the hall towards his room. I stared at the empty space he left for a moment. Havoc's the only one who really hasn't spent any time with me since Karma declared me free-game or whatever. CG is insistent that it's because he's trying to avoid his feelings for me, but it feels like something else.
"Let me start now," Psy.cho whispere
