My guilt takes a huge spike, as I realized that she knew it was coming, and still begged me to come on the trip. To allow me and Kevin to be able to break free from Graham and Blake. She gave me her tacit approval to do it. Goddess, please forgive me for what I did to Cassandra, I begged the Goddess. I begged for forgiveness for my actions. It seemed like her coming to me to be so brutally honest about her life with Graham, was almost like she knew I was going to end up here. For me to relay how deeply sorry she was to Raven. I thought I was all cried out, but clearly, I am not. I cannot stop the realization that there was no way that the Goddess didn’t show her what was about to happen. At that time I was the only one who knew we were about to escape from Black Moon. I hadn’t even told Ke
