But I was in pain. I was terribly hurt by what I thought she had done to me. There was nothing more important than Cheryl and my children to me. But I didn’t show her that, I took every moment to hurt her back, because of the pain I was living with. She was right I was completely irrational, and she pointed it out every time I went too far with her. I hadn’t known in my heart that I went too far, far too often. I remember the clear threat she gave me, at the end of her letter. One that is now burned into my brain. Something that I dread so much is going to be coming to me one day, and the worst part about it is the fact that it is something that I richly deserved. I remember exactly what she had said to me in her letter Seared into my brain so I could close my eyes and see it. The end of i
