Even in the midst of my greatest pain, he always makes me feel better. I felt a tear escape out of my eye, and run down the side of my face. I reached out my free hand to him and stroked his face, as I let my eyes tell him how much I loved him too. I would do anything for him, including die for him. The pain grew to an uncontrollable level and I passed out a second time. When I awoke, the room was absolutely silent. Alexei was at the table workign on his laptop. The doctor was napping the the bed across the room. Anton was on his knees next to the bed with his head laying next tp my waist, on the bed, with my hand in his. I touched his head, and ran my fingers through his silky hair. The excruciating pain that I had felt, was now gone, and I have to say that I was relieved by that fact. I
