My mind was in shambles. I loved my amazing girl Joy, and now I was confronted with Joy, the shemale... I just looked at her absent minded. She came closer and lightly kissed my lips. I didn't react; I felt betrayed by the woman I loved. Joy looked at me and murmured, "Allen, I love you with all my heart. I know you were in love with joy-the-girl. Right now, your brain is somewhere else, and you are not sure how to react. I'll go home now. If your disappointment is too much and you'll never contact me again, I'll understand. I'll cry my heart out for a long time, but I'll accept your decision. If you still wish to keep in touch, you know how to find me." She bent on my face, kissed me gently, and murmured, "I really, REALLY love you. Take care." ... In the next week, I was a walking zo

