Why was this my responsibility, all mine, to resist f*****g my daughter. And it made it all the worse that she'd already been f****d by her previous step-fathers. That incentive most fathers had to not f**k their daughters and keep their innocence was gone. My daughter's innocence was gone. She'd already been traumatized. Of course, I had to remind myself that didn't make it right. I spent the day lounging around, watching TV, searching the cupboards for food, walking around the grounds of the mobile park. I found a few kids on the court playing basketball. I wondered if these were the guys who'd f****d my daughter. I played 2vs2 with them anyway. Afterward I went home and remembered to put the clothes in the dryer while I relaxed on the couch. It wasn't too much longer before the front

