I knew if I stayed her any second longer, I could lose complete control. Startling sweet Lilly and myself, I burst out of my seat and fled into the comforts of my room, I shut the door behind me. What am I doing?!? Christ Jack, keep your wits! I leaned my back against the door and sunk to the ground. I buried my head in my hands as I tried to calm down. The little fucker between my legs still called. I tried with all my will to ignore it. I can't give in! I won't give in! Over and over I told myself this. Never had I felt this way before, and I never wanted to ever again.
It was then a soft tapping came from the door. Lilly's sweet voice followed.
'Daddy? Daddy are you okay?' She asked with the most sincere concern.
'Daddy? Can you hear me?'
Careful, Jack. Keep it calm. Stay collected.
