After the phone call, I was in a daze. What did I commit to? It was crazy! Yes, I found him irresistible physically, but still... Until now, whatever we did was 'almost' benign, yet I was about to cross the line with no possibility of going back and forgetting it. The thoughts were killing me, but the same night, in my dream, David made love in a tender way, which melted my heart. I woke up in a better mood and told myself that there was nothing wrong with enjoying life again. So what if I was becoming a cougar? It's not like I was cheating on a husband. I deserved to have a fun life, and if fate chose a young handsome guy to help me enjoy it to the fullest, be it...
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On Thursday, I had my hairstylist do my hair. Friday morning, I shaved in all the right places, something I haven't do
