Finally, my child thinks I'm handsome. I wish Beryl saw me that way too, but it seems unlikely since she hardly even glances at me. It's like she really doesn't care anymore. Has she already buried her feelings for me over these last few months?
Maybe I shouldn't dwell on that right now. I can't have a serious conversation with her anyway because it might just upset her more. I don't want her to get angrier or more stressed, especially since she's pregnant. I'm just grateful she doesn't deny me the chance to talk to our child. She doesn't keep her from me or forbid her from hanging out with me.
She's such a kind person, yet I hurt her. That was never my intention because my feelings for her are real. I was still in shock yesterday after discovering that Beryl and I have a child who is al
