Vanessa I didn't leave… Not really. I left the hospital, yes. I walked through the doors, breathed in the fresh air, walked a few meters as if everything were under control… But I didn't leave. I stayed close, because something inside me wasn't satisfied. Not with having seen him, not with having confirmed that he was still there… Not with knowing that everything was still silent. I needed more, much more. I leaned my back against an outside wall, away from the main entrance. I took out my phone, pretended to check something, like anyone waiting. But my mind… My mind was working, searching, calculating. "Going in through reception won't work…" I murmured… Too much control, too many questions, too much visibility. I need another way, so I look around… Staff coming and going, nur

