Alexander If I had to say things that weren't true, as long as she confessed, I was going to do it. I was already here, I came for this… I subtly took a breath and replied: "They're no different from me, enjoying life as if the people around them were trash." She nodded and placed her wine glass on the table. "Exactly! That's what I think… They, they just appeared happy everywhere. Smiling, holding hands… As if nothing had happened, as if I had never existed, as if I hadn't given my life for that company Ethan is with now…" I listened without interrupting, because I knew she was already talking to herself. "I couldn't stand it… I couldn't, and every magazine was worse, every photograph, every interview… Every damn news story." Her fingers tightened on her glass. "So… Maybe I didn

