Ethan
I cross the threshold of her room with a feeling that I can't quite define.
It's not discomfort... But it's not complete security either. It's something in between, as if every step I take in here has a different weight.
Because it's not just a hotel room, it's her space. And the fact that she allowed me in... It means more than anyone could imagine.
I gently close the door behind me and take a few steps, looking around without really seeing anything specific.
I am aware of her, of her presence, of her closeness.
I take a seat, trying to appear calmer than I really am.
I need to break this silence... but not just any way.
"Is it okay if I order a wine?" I asked, looking at her. "For you... for us."
She nods gently.
"Yes... Okay."
Her voice is calm, that gives me a little c
