Vanessa I haven't left the house in days, I don't even know how many... Four, five... Maybe a whole week. I've lost count, the curtains remain closed. The television is off. My phone spends more time in my hands than on any table, and yet I barely dare to use it. Because I feel like at any moment someone is going to knock on the door, because I feel like someone is watching me, because I have the unpleasant feeling that the police are getting closer and closer. I hug my legs from the sofa, listening to the silence, the damned silence. I never imagined that silence could be so terrifying... I used to hate being alone, now I'm afraid to go out. I'm afraid someone will recognize me, afraid someone will follow me, afraid someone will find out what I did. My breathing quickens and I loo

