Kestrel's POV
I'm losing my cool and vibrating at each second. My whole body feels like it's plugged into an electrical socket, buzzing with a current I can't control. Zayn is nowhere to be found and I'm literally going crazy, watching over Zeph, who is getting paler and paler by the second.
The nurses and doctors have done their part as they've hooked him up to every machine imaginable, pumped him full of fluids, monitored his vitals. But they can't detect what exactly is wrong. They keep coming in with their clipboards and their sympathetic faces, telling me they're doing everything they can, but I can see it in their eyes. They think he's dying.
And Zeph is either alive or dead at this point but somewhere in between and it's making me lose control.
I check the time on my phone and i
