I opened my mouth, only to find my throat locked tight, as if something were choking it shut. Not a single word would come out. All that escaped was violent coughing, breaking through in fits and starts. The line went quiet for a second. Then his tone suddenly tightened. “What’s wrong with you? What happened?” It took a long time before I managed to force out a few broken words. “I… I was wrong… I really know I was wrong…” My voice was thick with tears; every word felt as though it were being squeezed out from the depths of a torn soul. Everett’s tone immediately softened. “Don’t panic. Take it slow. Where are you right now?” But it was as if I couldn’t hear a word he was saying. I just kept talking to myself, as though confessing, or perhaps punishing myself. “I saw her certi

