Motherslut jumped at the chance to answer my question, desperate to explain herself and her intentions, but stopped herself from answering at the last second. She finally said in a voice that cried sorrow and distress, "I was just wondering what you are attracted to in a woman. With everything we have been through today, I was hoping that I could be that for you. I was hoping that if I was able to show you what you mean to me and prove to you that I was willing to attract you to me, then maybe you wouldn't be so humiliated and conflicted by my actions towards you."
She said that and flopped backward on the bed in a seated position, looking completely defeated and hopelessly destitute. I immediately wanted to hold her and come clean with all of my feeling and desires for her, but I stayed
