His whole demeanor then seemed to change without any movements on his part. He asked me if I was prepared to dedicate myself to the school's instruction and guidance. He asked if I felt that my sinful urges would complicate my time here. He asked if I was prepared to follow the staff's orders as they were given without complaint or hesitation. He informed me that any staff member at any time could pull me aside for personal instruction and guidance, and then asked if I would comply. I answered all of his questions in character and became more submissive as the discussion wore on.
I noticed that the phrase "instruction and guidance" appeared a lot in conversation and wondered if they ever used that euphemism when speaking with the outside world. By the time he began asking me about my past
