I watch Maddie's face as she thinks through all the details going through her mind right then. I realize my palms are becoming sweaty as the minutes slip by. Then I also realize I haven't thought much about the question myself very deeply. As hot as suggesting it during s*x was, did I really want a child with Maddie? If we did, I knew without a doubt it would be loved. But could we go that far and actually have a child together?' I didn't know but if Maddie didn't want any I would be okay with that I decided. On the chance it was a possibility, I would worry about it then. Even after thinking about it, Maddie still isn't sure, 'It's not a hard No but is that a 'Yes'?' She wonders. She decides to ask Tony what he wants. "Tony Honey, I just don't know. What do you think? Would you Want to h

