(Lena) I woke up in Cole's bed. That was the first thought. Simple and immediate and followed closely by the awareness of everything else. His side of the bed was empty. I lay there for a moment and looked at the ceiling and let the morning arrive properly before I tried to do anything with it. Then I tried to move. I immediately wished I hadn't. Every part of my body had an opinion about what had happened the night before and none of those opinions were gentle. I pressed my lips together and stayed very still for a moment and thought about my options. The options were limited. I needed the bathroom. That was not negotiable. I pushed myself carefully to the edge of the bed and sat up and that went reasonably well. Standing was a different matter entirely. I made it upright and t

