All day I couldn't concentrate, it was like my head was so heavy it would fall off my neck. I kept looking at the door like she would come back. I just watched the only woman I love walk out of my life and I couldn't do anything to stop it. I've been staring at the spot where she stood for more than an hour now. Some days ago I'd consider myself the luckiest man in the world but today I felt like the unluckiest man in the world, I watched her go, I watched her walk away yet I was unable to do anything. “ I'm such a loser," I stood up from where I was seated as I walked to the window that overlooked the city as I just stared. At least amongst this group of busy people there were happy people, people who had normal lives and wouldn't have to be forced to marry someone they don't love, m

