CHAPTER 36: WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE?
AMANDA'S POV:
The bus ride to school felt like it took forever. Every bump in the road made my stomach do a little flip, but I wasn't sick—I was hopeful. I held my bag tight, thinking about the grocery bag and the envelope hidden on top of my wardrobe. Maybe today was the day the nightmare finally ended.
I walked into my first period just as the bell rang. I could feel it the second I sat down. It was like a heat lamp was aimed right at the back of my neck. Donovan’s eyes were burning holes through my shirt.
I didn't dare turn around. I knew if I looked back and saw that cold, hard stare of his, I’d lose my nerve. I’d get all confused, and my heart would start doing that stupid fluttering thing that makes me forget he’s been treating me li
