Rockstar
She’s coming today. I can’t wait. I have about three hours before she’s here. I don’t think I’ve been this excited about anything in a long time. Not since Butcher said I could bring Amber to Family Day. Ever since that dream, I’ve felt different. I still have love for Amber, but the intense ache I’ve had isn’t there anymore. When I think about her, there’s no more longing. The hollow feeling I’ve had in my chest feels solid. The numbness has been replaced with, dare I say, giddiness? None of this shows on my face, though. It’s all on the inside. I can’t be a badass biker walking about with an excited, giddy smile.
“You have a sparkle in your eye,” Beast says.
Shit, so much for not letting on.
He smiles at me as he helps me move the new king-sized bed I purchased
