Present day Rockstar I laughed as my one-year-old twin nieces smashed their faces into their individual birthday cakes. Chocolate covered them both from their heads to their cute bellies. Lia had taken off their birthday outfits so they wouldn’t stain them. Both of their blonde heads had little whale spout ponytails, and they were just the cutest little girls. Their blue eyes glittered with happiness. I felt a small pang of sadness, but I was getting better about all the children being born and celebrating their milestones. It’s been two years since I lost my angel and our unborn child. I can smile now and enjoy the little moments like this. But when it came to women, I had no interest in relationships. I either just f****d or got sucked. I didn’t spend the night, go on dates, o

