“I don’t know!” she blurts. “They really didn’t give me any details. But… well, I think you’re better off looking for remains, at this point. If I had to guess, Benjamin is dead.” The words knock the wind out of me. I double over, too sick to sit up straight. But Timofey doesn’t move. He just closes out the call and sits there, staring straight ahead, his eyes unseeing. “Timofey,” I rasp. “I’m so sorry. I’m—I had no idea any of this would happen. I’m—” “Pregnant. You’re pregnant, Piper. Calm down before…” He swallows and stands up. “Calm down before I lose both of my children.” Then he walks into the bathroom and closes the door. Piper spends most of it with her head against the window, pretending to sleep. I let her. It’s easier than trying to make conversation. How can we talk abou

