Chapter 37: Vanessa
(Who He Takes After)
I haven't been this nervous before, not even when I was facing much more serious and scary situations.
But now, I was scared shitless to face my little children. Christian was outside in the courtyard with them as he helped them out of the car.
I'm so nervous that my hands are literally shaking.
The nanny from earlier was all smiles beside Christian like a proud mom as he lifted the two of them into his arms and carried them into the house while she trailed behind him happily.
He stopped in front of me and extended his arm that was holding up Alexander for me to take him.
With a smile at the little boy who was gazing at me in confusion, I tried to reach for him but in an unexpected turn of events, he shrunk away and leaned his head on C
