Why did thinking about those damned tags make me so furious?
I could not even stand myself in that house, but I was not leaving because Doctor Donovan insisted that the best thing for everyone was for me to adapt again to being in a group, that I had to do it for my children. Because it would deeply hurt my mother, once again. Because I was not blind, and I could see that my son was very eager to belong to all that. At first, when we were in Wyoming, Andre had not reacted very well to the presence of my companions; but since we were in Russia, and as my father told him more things about us, his interest in behaving like the others, in fitting in, kept growing. Andre liked his grandfather too much, and that made me uncomfortable.
...perhaps I feared that he might prefer him over me.
Beca
