I come so fast and without a moment of warning. And as I do, I feel like my body is giving up on me alittle bit at a time. I shiver and tremble and writhe, but he doesn’t stop f*****g me until he’s erupted,too. When he’s spent himself inside me, he sets me down unceremoniously on the window seat and zipshimself up again. It’s over as soon as it started, and clearly, he’s not looking to stick around. Whatever we have, it’s pretty clear that it’s turning toxic. I’m not sure if all the secrets between us arepoisoning the well or if it was poisoned from the very beginning. All I know is that I can’t afford to sulk around his house, waiting for him to make a decision about mylife. I need to find a way out of here—before I do any more damage to my heart. It takes Isaak only a few seconds to

