I sat down in my study and opened my laptop. I had forbidden my family members from entering my study, including my mother and my wife. That room holds the memories of Meadow, and I wouldn’t want anyone to tamper with them—especially Annabel. I know how vicious and wicked she can be. Each time I felt lonely and started missing Meadow, I would enter the room, lock the door tightly, and then bring out the s*x video of Meadow and me, and start m**********g. I missed her body a lot. And before she arrived for dinner this evening, I needed to masturbate to keep myself calm. I drank some beer first. Then I went to the secret folder. It had the s*x video. I clicked play and watched. Meadow was on the screen. She smiled and said, "Come on, baby." She pulled me close. Her big breasts moved as I w

