Levi I’m exhausted after one night of being up with my pups. I have no idea how Hope has managed on her own. I get that she’s part bear and she likes the solitude, but all she had to do was call me, or her parents, and she wouldn’t have had to do all of this alone. Even when I tried to sleep, I couldn’t. I kept worrying that my sons might suffocate. Being unused to the noises they make, every sound jolted me awake. However, with Matthan, it was the lack of sound that drew my attention to where Hope was nursing him. That’s when I realized that she’d fallen asleep. Somehow, even in her sleep, she managed to hold him securely in her arms. I stood there, watching her holding my son, both of them sound asleep. No matter how angry I am at her, I still love her. I still want her. I don’t unde

