"What is that even supposed to mean?!" She yelled, throwing her hands up. "I'm just supposed to wait around for you to be ready to commit? There's no girlfriend stopping you, so what is it? Do you just not want me like that?"
"It's not that baby," I rushed out. "I swear it's not that. I do want you. In every way possible."
Whatever Jayde thinks, I don't want it to be that. I don't want her to think that I don't want her. I don't want her to think she's not good enough for me or some dumb sh.it like that.
"Then what's the problem?" She asked, giving me a hard look.
"I just... can't," I said lamely. "Not right now. Not yet. But if you just trust me, I swear to you that it'll happen one day."
"One day??"
"Soon!" I rushed to add. "One day soon. Very soon. Just... please be patient and tr
