Sabel's P.O.V.
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I don't know what I'm doing anymore. I'm still holding Kaizen at arms length, but I've forgotten why. Aside from currently being handcuffed to a 75-pound dumbbell.
It's like I just can't pull down this wall I put up when everything happened with my family. Even though part of me really wants to. A part that keeps growing bigger and bigger.
It's not like Kaizen believes me anyway. Not that I've exactly said that I wanted to test this out. I pretty much just tried to f***k him last night and this morning. He wouldn't give me more than a heated kiss that left me dizzy, hot, and bothered. He thinks I'm trying to seduce my way to freedom.
And what do I even say to that? That I randomly decided fighting these feelings wasn't worth it anymor
