"This is how you treat someone you love? Like a fu.cking joke?" I spat.
"I just wanted to put on a show for the guys," he rushed out. "I thought if I did, and I said the things I did, they'd leave her alone. I didn't want anyone else to have her. I thought I could keep us a secret until graduation, and then we could go public."
"Why'd she ever have to be a secret in the first place?!" I yelled at him. "Why couldn't you just grow a set and tell your friends that you fell for her?! Sabel deserves better than being a fu.cking secret!"
"I know! I know, okay?!" he admitted as a tear streamed down his cheek. "At first, it was for the bet. Then I was terrified someone would tell her if I made us public. But I was gonna treat her right. I was gonna make up for it. I was gonna make her happy for
