I feel like such a piece of sh.it. I've never felt this low in my life. Like I'm spiraling and I don't know what to do. "Are you happy with yourself now?" Iris spat at me. "You think I'd be happy about any of this?" "Well, it is all your fault," she stated. What could I say to that? She was right. Everyone else might argue with her, but not me. Because I know it's true. I'm the one to blame here. "Ya know," Iris said as she took a step closer to me. "Ever since you came into Sabel's life, my family has done nothing but suffer. Sabel, me, Dove. It's like you attract darkness. Or maybe you like the chaos you cause. Just like your who.re of a mother." "I am nothing like my mother," I spat angrily. "I'm sure she didn't think anything was her fault either." Iris' words stumped me. I wa

