But a big part of me is still so fu.cking hurt that it didn't turn out that way.
I can't stop picturing how happy he and Dove looked before he realized I was there. Or the way he stood protectively in front of her, like I would have attacked given the chance. It was two sides of Roman I'd never seen before.
And isn't that kind of fu.cked up? I mean, to think that I would ever harm my sister, no matter what she did, is crazy. Add the fact that she was heavily pregnant. Makes me feel like maybe Roman never knew me at all.
Seeing how happy they looked together sucked too. I've never seen Dove glow like that. Never seen Roman smile like that. It makes me wonder if we were ever happy together. Or maybe he was with me because it was convenient. Or maybe he liked Dove the whole time. Maybe I'm
