"I what?" I spat. "I'm always around? Always trying? Always up to my stupid tricks that make you hate me?"
"No," he replied, shaking his head. "N-no, that's not it."
"Then what is it!?" I yelled, feeling fed up with this. "Because to me, it feels like you just want me to disappear as much as she did!"
"It's because I want you!" he yelled back, shocking the hell out of me before he started rambling. "God fu.cking damnit! Can't you tell?! I've been doing everything to push you away! You're too young! You're my best friend's little sister! Your dad is my boss! And you're too good for me! Way too fu.cking good! But you just won't fu.cking give up! And it's... it's ungodly enticing! It makes me feel fu.cking incredible, and it gets harder and harder to reject you the more you try! I pushed y
