Tears welled up again, but I forced them back. I focused on anger instead. And I had a lot of it. Naturally, I was pi.ssed at my ex- fiancé, and I was fu.cking enraged at just the thought of Sophie. But mostly, I'm angry with myself. For letting this happen. For not listening to my gut. For thinking that I could ever have a love like I saw between my parents. I should have known better. I might be their daughter, but I'm nothing like them.
Maybe I'm just not meant to be loved.
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The first thing I did after my shower, was call the cabin rental place. Luckily, they had a last-minute cancellation and were able to move me to another cabin that I could rent for two weeks. The lady I spoke to said it was smaller, but I told her it was fine since it was just me now. Go
