The longer this goes on, the more I want to beg her to forgive me. Even if we just end up as friends. I need her in my life in some way.
So, I thought about what Savage said. I pictured my life with Sorsha. Her in my property cut. Her staying here. Her making my house a home. Maybe we'd have a couple of kids. Maybe her dad could stay here too. I wonder if she'd want to get a dog, or maybe she's a cat person.
Then I thought about what would happen if Sorsha wasn't in my life. If we found her dad and she went her separate way. I could go back to living freely, being with whoever I wanted without feeling guilty about it.
Honestly, that life sounds tiring. I never thought I'd want to settle down. But I always thought settling down meant getting boring. I seriously doubt a life with Sorsha
