"I probably sound like a broken record, but I miss you so much babe. And I know you can't hear me right now but I want you to know that I...damn it! This is so hard...I guess I will just call you tomorrow." Natalie wipes a fresh stream of tears that keep flowing each time she watches Brendan's videos. It was a genius plan on his part that surprisingly had her forgiving his sins and enjoying having him back. How could she not, when everyone of those videos revealed a part of his heart and how he feels towards her. She breathes in and out deeply, trying to get a hold of herself. She cant seem to get herself to sleep no matter how hard she tries shutting her eyes. Her emotions are just all over the place, keeping her totally awake. After the longest chat that had a huge part of it cons

