"I thought we still had a few more days." Natalie looks at her trembling hands that she can't seem to keep from shaking. Her throat feels tighter with each passing second while she tries to hold back her tears that want to rush out of her sad self. She's going to miss him. Hell she already misses him and she hates being such an emotional mess right now but she's feeling so overwhelmed. "Babe…" Brendan reaches for her and she flinches. While she knows it's not his fault, she can't help but blame him for breaking her heart right now. And it's taking everything in her not to accuse him of abandoning her when she needs him the most. It wasn't easy for her to open up about the darkness that she's kept within her for so long but he just made her feel so safe and loved and cared for such t

