It wasn't until we got back to the house and were made to clean it that I told her what actually happened. But by then, all of the s**t that I had been doing lately had caught up to me. And I had no one to blame but myself. Had I just told my mom the whole truth when I told her that I'm pregnant, I wouldn't be in this position to begin with. But it's hard to say out loud. Especially when you are ashamed and scared. None of them thinks that I am still in college because I don't go every day. But the truth is, I switched all of my classes to online. I couldn't stand going in person after what happened. And doing online classes meant that I didn't have to. I could stay home and do my schooling in the comfort of my own room. Thankfully, I left my school bag at a friend's place a couple of

