"I hear you on that. I'd do the same thing for Carter. Or any of the kids in our family, both blood and not. f**k when I found out what the fucker did to Autumn, I wanted to go to the cells and slice him the f**k up. I still might do it. And the b***h that gave birth to Carter did end up dead. Especially after I found out what all she was doing while pregnant with him. Our kids are meant to be loved and protected. Family means f*****g everything, man. And it makes you want to stand f*****g guard over them to make sure they are protected twenty-four seven. And it's really hard on you when they're not around for you to protect. Because then you do nothing but worry," he said. "You still haven't heard anything from Dove?" I asked him. "f**k no. I know that she still talks to Effie. But Effi

