Ink
Waking up after being in a coma felt like pure hell. I hated the fact that I couldn't remember the past few years of my life. Tulip and Mom have sat with me every day, telling me about stuff that has happened over the past few years. And it really bothers me that I can't remember finally getting with Shadow and Rex. And eventually, when Tulip came back home, getting with her.
I also hate the fact that I can't remember anything about our Angel baby Gabriel, Toby, Autumn, or the new babies. And when I try to remember, all I get is a sharp pain in my head and nothing but blankness. The doctor and Doc both told me not to push it. To let the memories come back on their own. But it's hard as hell.
Over the last couple of days that I have been awake, they have taken me down to do MRI's,
