Lacey's P.O.V.
I hate Antonio, I hate him with every single fibre of my being.
I hate him so much that I wish I could wrap barbed wire around his d**k and balls and find a way to attach the wiring to a battery so that I can slowly torture him with electricity.
Ever since I woke up from surgery, my body has been racked with so much hatred, anger, guilt and insecurities as my mind raced with numerous thoughts and questions and it's all because of what Antonio said to me at the club.
I know I should just ignore him and not let his stupid words get to me but I can't help it because everything he said makes so much sense.
For example, I am the reason why Luca was abused for years and also why he turned to alcohol to cope with his trauma, I'm also the reason why Carmella and my niece almost
