'Guilt, remorse, it's what separates us from the animals' ~ Arthur Mitchell Lacey's P.O.V. It's crazy how one minute you can be this crazed, bloodthirsty animal out for revenge and the next minute you can feel guilty and remorseful. Don't get me wrong, I don't regret what I did last night and given half a chance, I'd probably do it again if anyone came after my family but a big part of me actually does regret doing it and I wish that I had just done what Logan asked of me and left it to him and my cousin because this isn't me. All of this violence and torture bullshit isn't me and it never has been which is why I tried so hard to keep away from the mafia life and to keep my husband away from it, now my worst fear is coming true and I don't know if I can stop it. This morning when we

