Colton's P.O.V.
It's crazy how much difference, not only a year but also a couple of weeks can make in a person's life.
The past six years have been the most miserable and depressing times of my life because I didn't have my Ollie by my side through what should have been the best times of our lives like we had always planned but there was something about last Christmas which felt even worse than all of the rest because it felt final like I had lost her for good.
I think I felt this way because it had finally hit me that if Ollie hadn't returned home to Colorado yet then there's a chance that she never will because she would never stay away from either of our families for this long unless she had been hurt deeply by someone or something, so because of that, I had resigned myself to never
