Iris I did the things I didn’t imagine I could do just for him. I did everything. Everything just for me to be noticed by him. Just for me to believe that I actually deserve someone like Wade. That I will someday get his attention if I do everything. So being engaged with Wade is something I worked hard for. I don’t know what with Lily that Wade loved her too much and can’t even throw his attention to anyone but her. It appears that she poisoned him like a drug Wade coudln’t get enough of. Back then when we were in college, the first time seeing him I already knew Wade was my dream man. I promised myself I’d end up with him even though I knew he had a girlfriend. I tried to do everything just to get his attention, but I always failed as his eyes were always on Lily. She was nothing

