RYDEN
I was caught in a moment where I didn’t know what to do with my fear, my jealousy, my misery, and the thought of losing her and seeing her with someone else filled me with such outrage until it exploded in my chest.
I regretted it. I regretted everything I said and wished I could take it back, but it was said and done, and I had to live with it.
Since the day she left, I hadn’t gone to the pack house. I stayed home until I emptied the last bottle of alcohol. Zeph was pissed off at me again for letting his sister go. We argued and fought. I let his anger out until he grew exhausted punching me.
The third day was the worst. I left alone. I woke up alone naked in the forest without recollection of what happened. Nora found me during her run and took me home. She, Ren, and Theia didn
