**Laura**
It’s amazing how seeing a positive sign on a test can suddenly change everything for you. The emotions that surged through me when I saw that plus sign on that little stick were overwhelming.
I was actually pregnant. My hand instinctively went to my belly, and I held it there.
After losing loved ones and experiencing profound sadness, I now had something joyful and living growing inside me. I couldn’t believe this was actually happening.
I had only been married to Stephen for a few months, and maybe it was too soon. But I had always wanted to be a mother.
I stepped out of the bathroom and shared the news with Stephen. I saw his face light up with joy, but quickly noticed the fear in his eyes.
He held me, and I let him, even though he smelled of alcohol. I never thought the
